My New Life

Well a lot has happened in my life since my last blog entry. I finally quit my job and got myself out of the bad environment that I was living in. Its amazing how much you find out about someone when you are forced to live and work with them everyday. Lets just say I learned who my friends are and most important who they AREN'T.

Bruce (my husband) and I have moved to Tucson, Arizona. He was raised here and most of his family is here so we have a great support network. Sadly we had no support network in Las Vegas since me and my mother and sister had our huge falling out in June.

We have both been unable to find work yet but we are hopeful. It takes time, and hey we have nothing but time lol! I have also been looking into school which may be an option too. I just ain't sure the ole gal has it in her to go back to school. Heck do I remember how to study?

Life is unpredictable...

Starting Weight: 266.1

Today's Weight: 263.5

Weight Loss: ↓ 2.6

I am very shocked that there is a weight loss up there! A lot has been going on since I last posted. I have lost all motivation, I have had the flu, I quit my job last Thursday (ongoing disagreement with management) and I broke a toe Saturday Night. So as you can see I have pretty much hit bottom and am starting my journey to climb out again.

I have a wonderful, loving, supportive husband who is behind me completely. It is so nice to have someone who loves and believes in you no matter what. I sent off a resume today and I am pretty sure that I will be called in for an interview so cross your fingers for me. It was time for a change, I finally excepted that, and its time to move on.

Hope everyone is doing well and had a great weekend! I will post again soon.

Rest in Peace Patrick Swayze

Starting Weight: 264.9

Todays Weight : 266.1

Weight Gain :  ↑ 1.2

I am shocked by that number up there!! The reason I am shocked is because I was expecting it to be a lot higher!! As I am sure you have noticed I haven't blogged a lot the past week or so. The reason being is because I fell off the wagon, HARD. I will spare you all the gory details, some things are left best to the imagination! The sad thing or maybe the good thing is I did not enjoy myself. Most of the food I placed into my body did not taste like it "use" to taste. There was no enjoyment, no satisfaction, no pay off. Just me feeling bad because I should have stopped myself before I even started.

So now the journey begins to clean up the aftermath and get back on track. I just hope I am strong enough to do it.

May you rest in peace Patrick Swayze you will be dearly missed.