So today was not a good day at all. I had Sonic for breakfast, I had Panda Express for Lunch, I ate pork chops, mashed potatoes, and green beans for dinner. I snacked on a candy bar and chocolate pudding. I just did not care and it was very discouraging! Why do I sabotage myself like this? I would really like to be able to answer this question but I can't. Maybe one day I will have the answer but for now I will continue to fight and search for motivation.