Sunday, March 1, 2009

A Update on Life

So here I sit staring at this blank white page wondering what to write. I have not written anything in quite a while. Its not because nothing is going on. Its not because I don't have lots of things I could be telling you. Its because every time I sit down here to write I draw this great big blank. I guess some call it writers block.

Last time I wrote it was snowing in Las Vegas. That was a very pleasant surprise for all that live here in the middle of the desert. It was quite treacherous but also quite beautiful. We had to cancel Christmas in Tucson because I had missed a week of work ill, So I worked Christmas and then we had a quiet Christmas at home. New Years Eve was quiet as we decided to spend it at home and watch the fireworks on the television.

Then came January 29th my daughter in law had a son they named him Aaron. I am now a grandmother. February brought Bruce's sister Janet visiting for a week. For Valentines Day my wonderful husband who I love so very much spoiled me, he hand delivered a dozen yellow roses to me at work, he also bought me chocolate and a few other things I can't mention here ;) I love him so very much. I got Bruce and I tickets to see Bite at the Stratosphere. We had a quiet dinner at Palace Station and then went to see the show. When we got ready to leave the Valet brought us the wrong vehicle. I can't believe that the stratosphere lost our car. It was cold and they were apologetic but all I wanted to do was go home.

Last weekend I called my husband from work and asked him if he would like to go to San Diego for the weekend. I caught him off guard but he enjoyed the spontaneity and got to see a side of me he hasn't seen before. I left work early, we packed up the car and off we went. It took about 6 hours to get there. The ocean is always so calming for me. I could walk on the beach for hours. The water was still very cold but I still walked on the edge with it lapping at my feet. Kody on the other hand was not to impressed with the cold water. We found a wonderful mexican restaurant with very delicious food, we ate sitting out front watching the people walking and driving by. I would definitely like to go back again once the weather gets warmer.

On a personal note, I am considering having lap band surgery performed. I went to a seminar and was scheduled for some test. I passed all the medical test and have now been cleared for surgery. I still have to receive a psych evaluation, meet with a nutritionist and save about $2,000.00 before they will schedule the surgery. I am still doing a lot of research and am not 100% sure that this is something that will create a positive experience for me. Guess I am having second thoughts or that I am afraid of the person I could become after the surgery. Hell I don't know maybe I really do need that psych! Bruce says he will stand by me regardless of what I decide. He loves me and nothing will change that ever. Hope everyone is in good health and is having a great 2009. Until next time take care and enjoy life.