Working It Out

Something is always better than nothing. One day, the "bare minimum" effort you gave will be the reason you're standing where you once wished you were.

Tales of the Scale

Last Weigh In Weight:  288.8

Today's Weigh In Weight: 283.4

Weight Loss: ↓ 5.4

Beginning Weight: 315.0

Total Weight Loss: ↓ 31.6

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50 by April 2026:

Beginning Weight: 282.8

Weight Gain ↑ 0.6

Somewhere in the Night

Belinda was attending Barry Manilow with Chelsea and Ann at Westgate Las Vegas Resort and Casino.

New Attitude

Heather doing her thing and bringin' sexy back! A haircut and some rose gold highlights.

~Happy Halloween~

 

Struggles

The last few years have been tough, to be honest. I'm still figuring out how to manage my autoimmune disease, and lately, there have been more bad days than good. Still, I'm here, trying and fighting to live a normal life. I recently found a photo of myself from six years ago, progress is slow but, I can still see improvement.

These Boots Are Made for Walkin

 

Girls Weekend ~ Laughlin, Nevada

 

This Journey is Brutal

My brain lies to me. It tries to break me. It tells me I’m not strong enough, not worthy enough. And some days I almost believe it. But here’s the truth: it’s just chemicals firing wrong. It’s not reality.

Still, this fight is brutal. It’s heavy and It’s exhausting in ways most people will never understand. And if you know this fight too, you already know — it’s not a destination you arrive at. It’s a road you walk. Step after step. Breath after breath.

But listen: you are stronger than your darkest thoughts. Stronger than the voice that tries to tear you down. Your worth is infinite. You matter. And no matter how loud the lies get, you will rise.

Rest when you need to. Show yourself the same grace you pour into others. Be gentle with your soul. That isn’t weakness it’s strength. It’s courage! It’s proof that you’re still here, still fighting, still alive and healing!

9 to 5

The Dream Team. These 2 amazing people make my work day more bearable.

I'm feeling stronger

Every day I’m feeling stronger even though I still don’t feel like myself. I’ve been thinking a lot about the next chapter in my journey. There are many things that need to be changed. They are all both scary and exciting, but that’s what life is all about!

Current mood: Poolside Perfection!

Sunshine on My Shoulders

Weekend Vibe!

Tales of the Scale

Last Weigh In Weight:  277.4

Today's Weigh In Weight: 276.4

Weight Loss: ↓ 1.0

Beginning Weight: 315.0

Total Weight Loss: ↓ 38.6

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50 by April 2026: ↓ 6.4

Saturday Vibes Are Strong!

 

Tales of the Scale

Last Weigh In Weight:  276.4

Today's Weigh In Weight: 277.4

Weight Gain: ↑ 1.0

Beginning Weight: 315.0

Total Weight Loss: ↓ 37.6

•• ━━━━━ ••●•• ━━━━━ ••

50 by April 2026: ↓ 5.4

Tales of the Scale

Last Weigh In Weight:  276.6

Today's Weigh In Weight: 276.4

Weight Loss: ↓ 0.2

Beginning Weight: 315.0

Total Weight Loss: ↓ 38.6

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50 by April 2026: ↓ 6.4

The Perfect Body

There Is No Such Thing As The Perfect Body
It's a myth. It always has been.
It's just a bunch of shifting society standards.
The only “perfect” body is the one you feel good in.

Love yourself right now

Honest post . . .

Lately I have been feeling very self conscious, today I said fuck it and wore the bikini and went to the pool. Zero fucks given my friends. Why worry what other people think of me they don't pay my bills.

I weigh the same in a one piece as I do in a two piece and I choose to be comfortable. You can be on a journey and still love yourself right now in the place where you're at.